Hey beautiful friends & enemies~~

and here I am sitting in one of my favorite Cafes in Klaipeda (my birth city, a beautiful city near the sea in Lithuanias west) enjoying my almond milk latte trying to get some work done. I am currently writing my assigned essays. I am trying to do some research on the current Japanese image in Korea among the youth.. Someone save me please.. I need a vacation from using my head. haha….. just kidding.

I went back to Lithuania for the holidays and spend it with my family. I had forgotten how beautiful my hometown actually is. It got a lot cleaner and a lot of new shops, cafes, restaurants opened while I was gone. But there is one thing that keeps bothering my mind…. WHERE ARE ALL THE PEOPLE GONE? It kind of feels like a ghost city. I really enjoy taking walks in the afternoon but every time I go outside my door it feels as if the whole city belongs to me.. Since I am literally the only one strolling down the old city streets. It gets quite scary.. I hope Klaipeda would grow even more and people would come back and fill all the streets..

Me and my best friend have a thing for the universe and horoscopes and star constellation.. So I am really looking forward to the yellow pig’s year! I am a Sagittarius and born ’95 which also happen to be the pigs year. It is said that this year will be phenomenal for all the Sagittarius which makes me really exited and motivated to give my best this year. I know it is kind of stupid to believe in such things but it is really fun and my little guilty pleasure. I must admit that sometimes I even end up buying magazines just because I am curious what its horoscope says.

I have quite a lot New Years resolutions this year but this time I just wrote everything down in a phone memo. Usually I would put a lot of effort into designing a beautiful printed note book or some of that kind and spend hours of filling in my thoughts, wishes, ideas but this New Year’s Eve I kept it really simple. Not because I was too lazy, maybe I will start writing a diary or so later on but for now I just feel like not overdoing it.

It is a year do start a new page, a blanc page. It is a year to dream big and set your goals. I hope for the best and just let destiny’s curse become a wonder.

I must admit I am afraid since it will be a really busy year for me. My BA graduation in summer, my trip to East Asia and a lot of other long awaited projects will keep me busy, but I know I can make it the on of the best year in my life if I simply keep on doing my best.  I am very thankful to all my precious friends who are still besides me supporting me in everything I do. I am really happy to be surrounded by people who care a lot about me. It means a lot to me, I know that my character is not easy to handle and not everyone is willing to put up with my nasty moments. I feel really happy and loved and that’s the main reason I’ve been able to come so close to my goals. And I hope that soon I’ll be able to reach them and of course set new ones as well!

Merry happy Holidays my loves.

AND FOR NOW..

..never give up on yours dreams

KISS&HUG

AU REVOIR

– K